Zen Spot #72 --  Mindfulness, meditation and a barn behind an old friend’s house February 7, 2018 00:05

Outsized

This barn dwarfs the property on which it sits. Hopelessly boarded to keep the groundhogs, possums, mice and foxes out, the interior must smell like a month of dead wet roses piled twenty feet high. Perhaps it's an ark waiting for the rest of the species. Perhaps it’s a barn only because it’s painted red. Perhaps I don’t want to know because I like the idea of it being an ark. For the water to rise high enough to wash it away, the flood would extend for twenty-five miles.

Biblical.

Floods 

Memory is a funny thing, the worst of which can spontaneously make a body and stomach contort while walking alone. The best of which brings a smile. That thing which no longer exists — time — holds the thoughts that bring the twists and wrinkles. Created to explain the sunrise, the tides, the delivery of a child and the death of an elder, time becomes a profound paradox when reading a Buddhist text. 

 So, if time doesn't exist, from where does the flood of memories arise?

Language

The friend from whose backdoor I took the photo is a writer. An exceptional writer. His command of language, both written and verbal, is a gift the likes of which I have rarely experienced. With a razor-sharp acuity that almost never cuts, he tells stories of a simpler time woven with a stylish, button-up sophistication. Filled with carnal expression that is believed, somehow, to be less carnal than that taking place in the next car over at the drive-in, his tales are always that of a gentleman. 

He is old now. Very old. We discuss baseball, by telephone, almost every day, even during football season. The drop-top is long gone, as is the house with the neighboring ark. He intersperses points made about shortstops and losing streaks with the details of a female companion from 60 years ago — an earring, perfume, a smile, the feel of a satin dress, the dignity of long white gloves.

I can tell by the nature of his voice when his face twists, is wrinkled or is smiling. He shares bad memories too. 

Noah

Not sure I believe in the Ark. Not sure I believe in the language that remembers the Ark. 

Language dies easily and, with it, every story that wasn’t written down before the storyteller dies. The written word dies more slowly , but it is easily edited, perhaps one word at a time, every day for thousands of years, until the current story bears resemblance to the original only so much as memory will allow.

My friend twists, wrinkles and smiles less and less.

Memory, mindfulness and meditation, eventually, don’t allow. Perhaps we begin the next life — the next incarnation — before we leave this one. Perhaps his body is an Ark waiting for the flood.

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An artist, entrepreneur and writer walking the Buddhist path, his art focuses on the Dharma Wheel. The four wheels shown above are among over 600 DharmaMechanic has created over the course of his career. Each has a unique story. If you’d like to read the story of these wheels or purchase a framed 20" x 20" ready-to-hang print, visit SilkDharma.com.

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